Here to announce I am back on DeviantArt again on a new account: Iskisdra
I took a long time deciding to come back, and during my whole absence so many things have changed for me in positive ways. Most notably I’ve learned to accept myself as person and re-discovered some aspects of how I am.
But I want to say to all of you how very sorry I am for my rude, abrupt leaving without giving much explanation. It was all a lot of personal things having piled up at which I got so sick of myself and my past that I wanted to leave behind nearly everything and everyone (except relatives). Even my old artwork I didn’t want to face any longer and detach from my identity. I just couldn’t stand myself anymore and wanted to start anew without the burdens of my past being carried along. I wanted to forget it all, but slowly I came to realize it doesn’t work that way and I only caused pain to former friends and stress for myself.
Now, I got so much stronger out of this and learned to accept myself with all flaws I know I have, and I won’t run away from my past anymore.
I really do care for all of you who’ve shown support to my works in any way, every single one of you counts. I greatly appreciate all those who had been interested in my works and without the kind feedback and at times helpful critiques, I doubt I would had learned so much in art and had so much enjoyment in it. It really means a lot to me, even if I might not had shown my gratitude so much before.
And yes, even to those I had left behind in painful ways, even if you may downright hate me and never forgive me, I want you to know I still do care for and respect you as I do for any other.
I’m not asking for nor expecting any forgiveness, but I just wanted you guys to know that. I’ve moved on from everything, but I’m not someone who keeps stuck in bad thoughts against others.
I’ve accepted my past and now want to put it peacefully behind me, instead of avoiding it, so I can live in the now without dread and fear haunting me.
My new account feels like a whole new beginning for me, and I hope to see some of you on there again.
Not because I want attention, but because you all who’ve been following my works and supported me deserve to know of it.
For those of you who are interested to see my new art again, come over to Iskisdra if you’d like.
(I won't be logging on this account anymore, so comments posted on this journal will be replied to with my new account)